It's up inside your head. You got a voice that says, you won't get past this one. You won't win your freedom. Three days ago we were sitting in a small office at the Mayo Clinic talking to Sean's oncologist.

On hold. Two words you do not want to hear when it comes to living or dying. Two words. Two small little words. I sit and laugh to myself at times thinking about how things mean so much more to

"Remember how far you've come, not just how far you have to go. You are not where you want to be, but neither are you where you used to be." Here it is Day 100 of our stage 4 pancreatic cancer

I have been struggling to write this update for sometime now. Struggling because the world is hurting. Hurting more than I ever thought possible. I write these updates through tears and my heart aches knowing that I am causing tears