Dear Sean, It has been six months since you held my hand. Six months since you kissed my lips. Six months since you smiled your sweet smile at me. Six months since you said "I love you". I didn't know how
Yesterday was a day that I had been dreading since April began. It was a day that I didn't want to come. This was a first that will be among many other firsts that will happen this year. Unfortunately, I
It's so hard to believe that one year ago today, Sean was diagnosed with stage 4 terminal pancreatic cancer. One year, wow. Tears fill my eyes when I think about how much has happened this past year and those tears
It's been 56 days since my last update and I wanted to write a catch up post about what has been going on the past few weeks. First, I want to stop and say thank you to everyone, from around
It's up inside your head. You got a voice that says, you won't get past this one. You won't win your freedom. Three days ago we were sitting in a small office at the Mayo Clinic talking to Sean's oncologist.
On hold. Two words you do not want to hear when it comes to living or dying. Two words. Two small little words. I sit and laugh to myself at times thinking about how things mean so much more to
"Remember how far you've come, not just how far you have to go. You are not where you want to be, but neither are you where you used to be." Here it is Day 100 of our stage 4 pancreatic cancer