It's officially been one week since this whole journey began. One week that feels like a lifetime. The week has brought out so many emotions in us but I think the biggest has been fear. And honestly, it's not the
What's Going On? On Tuesday, February 25th, Sean was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer. His cancer has spread to his lungs and liver. February 28th, 2020 - Sean has port surgery and liver biopsy. March 3rd, 2020 - Sean is in an
(I'm catching up on days because I just looked at a calendar and realized it has almost been a week now since this all began. All of my days have blurred and I wanted to try to get my posts
I think I have tried to write this post 7 times now but each time I have to stop because I can't see through the tears. No, not tears of sadness. These are tears of joy, hope and love. And
Today we woke up angry. Not at each other. Angry at this disease and angry that the medical world doesn't want to move as fast as us. WHY CAN'T WE JUST START NOW?!?!? Yesterday I wrote about time. Time just feels
I'm not gonna sugar coat it, yesterday sucked. It sucked so so bad. The feeling of absolute helplessness was something that Sean and I have never felt before. It was like being in a muddy pit with concrete being poured
I don't even know where to start with this. Typically when I open up wordpress I am getting ready to reflect on some amazing day we just had on a cruise ship, in some amazing part of the world. But